trying to renew my interest in stocks .. i guess i will never focus on it unless i put some money in .. i think ill do just that ..

there was this thing i read a long time ago .. if u close your eyes and scribble meaningless lines on paper , it can tell u something about u .. thats all crap .. all u get is a jumble of lines ..

theres this new game thats quite kool .. u say a word .. i say a word thats related but not directly .. and it goes on that way .. if there are two people with non overlapping interests, it can get quite interesting ..

it just struck me that ignoring basic needs is not the way to go .. and i am not talking about having a stapler or a punch ..

im trying to figure out how to jugadofy a bike from somewhere .. lets see .. maybe sumthing will come up .. im wondering if that makes better sense than the 800 .. i guess it does ..

i kinda like this scribbling stuff thing .. or maybe its just a passing fad ..

anyway .. bloorj to you all ...

rocky balboa VI - speech

i guess im breaking new ground in vela-dom. but i kind of liked this speech.

Rocky to his son

you aint gonna believe this, but u used to fit right here. id hold u up and tell your mother this kids gonna be the best kid in the world. this kids gonna be somebody better than anybody ever knew. and u grew up good and wonderful. it was great just watching you .. everyday was like a priviledge. and the time came for u to be your own man .. and take on the world .. and u did .. but somewhere along the line u changed. you stopped being you. you let people stick a finger in your face and tell u you're no good. and when things got hard, u started looking for something to blame. like a big shadow.

let me tell u something u already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t how hard you hit; it’s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done.

now if u know what you're worth, go get what you're worth. but you are gotta be willing to take the hits and not start pointing fingers saying you aint what you wana be because of him or her or anybody. cowards do that and that aint you! you're better than that.

im always gonna love you no matter what. no matter what happens. you are my son you're my blood. you're the best thing in my life. but until you start believing in yourself, you aint gonna have a life.